I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. The poor cicada, which has been incubating for the past 17 years, decided to climb up a pole instead of a tree! 

Do you even understand what that means? It means a few things. First of all, it means that the cicada will surely die prematurely and not live out its “true” mission in life. Second of all, it means that the 17 years of preparation for this cicada’s experience on earth was completely for naught. Third of all, maybe the saddest, it means that I was cruel enough not to pick up the poor critter and bring it to a nearby tree, just a few feet away! 

The message from this incident reminded me about the holiday of Shavuos. 

The Gemarah in Meseches Niddah (30b) explains that each of us – our Neshamos, souls – makes a שבועה, an oath to remain loyal to our life’s mission, prior to its emergence from the womb: “Become a righteous person and not a wicked one. And even if the entire world says to you, ‘You are righteous,” be in your own eyes like a wicked person. Be aware that Hashem is pure and His servants are pure, and the soul that He has placed in you is also pure. If, throughout your life, you guard it in purity, all is fine and well. But if not, I shall take it back from you.” 

How do we connect to and guard the purity of our Neshamos? One word: Torah. 

By studying, following, and clinging to the holy Torah which Hashem gave to us 3,333 years ago, we become connected to the very essence and פנימיות of who we are. 

It’s not a coincidence that the name of our holiday, שבועות, besides for meaning weeks, can also be a reference to a שבועה, an oath. It is on שבועות, the day in which we receive the holy and pure Torah, that we are reminded of that שבועה that we took before coming into this world. Whether or not we have kept our word until now, it makes no difference. Tonight, tomorrow, and the next day – over the course of Shavuos – let us reconnect ourselves back to the שבועה that we made years ago: “I will be righteous and guard my Neshama in purity!” 

How often, like the lost cicada, do we get lost in life, and instead of climbing up the natural tree, we climb up the artificial pole? How often do we give up a spiritual everlasting experiencing for a quick-fix-materialistic-pole experience? 

The Torah is our tree that we are meant to cling to and climb up, for it is this tree – the עץ חיים היא – that will provide us with a true life of meaning, happiness, and protection. 

Have a holy Shavuos!